Dreams

Waking from a nightmare to find reality isn't much better is a bitter feeling. Truth be said I always want what I don't have. Human nature I suppose, yet in dreams my body says it is something more. I don't want to be there when my nightmare comes true. Still I know I will be. And the empty hunger that I feel will only fade away as an unfulfilled object forever submerged inside of me. 

That being said, I thoroughly enjoyed my breakfast burrito this morning and am about to quite thoroughly enjoy a run in the beautiful Colorado air. I can't think about all of it too much or I go insane with helplessness. I just take each day as it comes and try to make as much progress as I can. My music comes first and always will.